Warning!!! Major Downer!!
It’s been a while.
I don’t have any excuses to give you, guys. When I started writing again, It took me little over a week to get back into the swing of writing my first novel. Things haven’t gone so well.
My writing has come to a complete halt.
I took a look back at what I”d already done and it had me cringing with every second sentence. The P.O.V was terrible, the chapters were too short, the plot was weak and the characterization almost made me cry. I am not the writer I thought I was.
So I stopped. I’ve been so scared that I haven’t gone near a word processor for the entire summer.
Now I don’t know what to do. I feel like I should try again but…
It feels like I’ll just fail. Just like I’m failing here. Writing this post instead of pursuing my dreams. Maybe I should just quit. Save us both the trouble.
On the upside though, I think I understand my characters better. After all, they are each a part of me.
I love you very much and I hope to talk to you soon.